A Letter To My Past

I’ve learned a lot from you. I’ve learned that though with all my heart I want to trust someone, I can only trust and love them as far as they deserve or my heart will be stomped on. I’ve learned that I can fight for someone, but it’s important to know the difference between fighting for them and fighting with them. I’ve learned that once you’ve laid down all that you have, after you’ve shown your last card, after you’ve given your heart, and you’re still left with nothing. I though I knew who you were when I first met you, But I haven't been so wrong in my entire life. I was told that when someone breaks your heart there is always another person out there to fix it . You have said time and time again that you think that I'm afraid of commitment. I think that's true to a certain extent but there are also many other things that I am afraid of. All of these fears paralyze me and make it almost impossible for me to keep moving forward in a serious relationship, but I put all that aside and let my guard down only for you to step on it. How unfortunate, you didn't hesitate to let me go. We can only learn from our experiences. I hope that the next guy I meet never turns out like you.  it’s time to get up and quietly leave. No mess, no noise, no fighting, just leave with hope for the next love.